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[May. 2nd, 2005|07:21 pm] |
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this weekend was fun
prom was a lot more fun than i expected, hella fun
and i did pretty well in my show
( prom )
( the show ) |
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[Mar. 31st, 2005|10:02 pm] |
my mouth hurts and when i take off my invisaline protector retainer the roof of my mouth is raw and it begins to flap around, i hope it heals quickly, and i cant wait to bite into something big.
today i went to see african animals graze around very close to me
i got another ticket yesterday, that fake pedestrian bitch
my passat is gone forever and i didnt get to say goodbye :( |
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[Mar. 24th, 2005|10:19 pm] |
last night was such a traumatic experience
i went into the laundry room to get my clothes, and i saw teddy, my dog, sleeping in there, and i felt bad that he was all alone in there because he is very old and doesnt have too much longer, so i brought him up stairs because i wanted him to sleep with me. and as he was walking up the stairs he was hitting his head on every step and walking up really really slowly. he finally reached the top and walked into my room and walked over near my bed. he started breathing really hard and i thought he might throw up although it sounded different then when he is about to throw up. so he was breathing really hard and then his eyes just rolled back and he fell over backwards into my night stand, and his little paws went up in the air, and then as his head landed it hit against my shelf. i was sure my childhood dog had died. i start to cry, seeing my little dog lay there in such an akward position and i was in complete shock, i didnt know what to do. i ran down to get my dad, and as he was running up the stairs i could hear him cry. he rolled teddy over and all of a sudden his eyes opened and he started breathing. my dad just held him in his lap, trying to hold back the tears in his eyes, but so happy that he was'nt gone. the rest of the night i was rolling over and over in my bed replaying the scence in my mind. everytime he stopped snoring i would look over and touch his back to make sure he was still there. i never thought i would be so sad when he died, and it was a wake up call in a sense. i know he doesnt have much longer to live, and from now on, i will never get annoyed when asked to take him on a walk. the once annoying rattle and constant jingle of his collar is now music to my ears, haha. |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|11:23 pm] |
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This morning my day began at the doctor's office. I have receeding gums and the roots of my teeth are exposed. The doctor touched them with a sharp tool to see where it was most sensative, and after she touched my teeth ever so slightly I squirmed up out of the chair. So as a result, I have to get surgery 4 different times, 4 different places, each an hour long. They have to open up the roof of my mouth, take the healthy gum tissue from inside, and move it to different parts of my mouth. For all of healing time, which is a very long time, it will feel as though the roof of my mouth is burned!
I dont really know what else to say. I went to lunch with sean today and had a delicious bagel dog. japanese and school is a little stressful but controllable. im going to a horse show in a month and im excited but hellOF nervous, and i am excited for the weekend. And I love nickstas.
Tonight as I began to run on the treadmill I felt a slight pain in my toe. I decided it was nothing and kept running. 45 minutes later I hop off and I took off my shoe I looked at my sock and saw the top of my sock had turned red. So I think I have an in grown toe nail, and it's painful.
( africa ) |
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[Jan. 30th, 2005|11:11 pm] |
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my pinky and half of my ring finger are aching. and it has slowly been moving up my wrist. its pretty uncomfortable. nicky wanted me to update so i am, but i am at a loss for words. this weekend was pretty fun, i enjoyed the time, but now i have a few too many hours of reading to do for tomorrow. i got this really cool stapler today, its so powerful. i need to go staple something.
today i had to go get mischief shots, i had to hold him by his neck fat and watch him be pierced with needles. but afterwards i was comforted by the fact that he will be free of cancer, rabies, fleas, ticks and many more.
today was such a sunny, nice day. i woke up with the sun shining on my face, so i resorted to the part of the bed protected by the sun, so i could get a few more minutes in of sleep. but it felt like summer day, i had the urge to go to the beach, i needed to be outside, so i resorted to the headlands and just looked out into the endless water while my sister and i enjoyed a deluctable lunch.
so this weekend nicky and i shared some lovely times. we went to buy beads, cause i had the craving to make a necklace, and indeed i got some really cool beads. we were cahsed by a biker which was as intense as being chased by a t rex and/or kenya. we drove around. we some good bonding time last night at creekside, at least im pretty sure although i was pretty drunnk so my memory is not all there, but i know there were some lover to lover moments. then she laughed at me because i am having weird cravings for gaterade. we went to the strip clubs as usualy, got a little wet and a little wild.
im trying to read psychology but i easily get torn away from the book as i look at my hand in wonderment of why it fucking feels this way. its like im having a heart attack, except the signs that are supposed to be in your arm, are trapped in this part of my hand. i find it interesting that when most people are color blind, they see all colors except red and green. others can see all colors except blue and yello. and others just see black, white, and grey. im thankful that i have all of my senses. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2005|01:06 am] |
im enjoying this weather, although it could be more stormy. last night i went to bed under the window hoping to wake up to the rain, but i didnt. however it was still a good night's sleep.
tonight i was watching an old tape of when my parents went out of town and i had people over. it was so weird to see how things have changed, and how some things have just stayed the same. time flies.
it is a year from yesterday, and a fuckin good year at that. and im happy. and im happy to say I love you Sean. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|02:17 am] |
Happy Birthday Sean,
I love you.
(even though its after midnight, i dont care, i wanted to say it one last time) |
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[Dec. 16th, 2004|01:17 am] |
today was my last day, but i dont feel completely relieved or relaxed
i am in need of the feeling
i went to sleep at 4:30 am last night
i better have fuckin done well on that science |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2004|09:52 pm] |
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i havent had a good dream in so long, whether they include deaths or just shitty shit they are just not good and i want one. i want to wake up happy after a dream, not disturbed.
i want december to come
i want the city to be christmasy
it makes me happy |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2004|12:35 am] |
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ugh |
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[Oct. 5th, 2004|12:21 am] |
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i got pulled over for the first time today, my heart was beating so fast. i got pulled over for not wearing my seatbelt when i was sitting in stopped traffic. i look over and there he is, looking back at me. of course i did not have my license with me so i got a ticket for not wearing my seatbelt and not having my license with me while driving. i slyly threw my sweatshirt over the beer and absolute before he reached my window, blowing bubbles with his gum in my face. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2004|10:23 pm] |
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dude that took so long |
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[Sep. 27th, 2004|07:11 am] |
im coming home from new york later today
its been fun and i got to see my brothers and sisters who i never get to see anymore
being here is just so freeing in a way? i dont know i cant describe it it just makes me happy. anyway although it has been a good 5 days away i look forward to coming back because i feel like i havent seen anyone in awhile. i need to see those whom i need to see even though its only been 5 days
especially nicky? i havent seen you in literally a matter of weeks
i dont like this "entry", haha, its akward.
well before i go to the airport we have an hour or so to kill so i am going to go wander around in search of waffle shirts |
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[Sep. 16th, 2004|01:14 am] |
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bianca i had a similar experience ...
a big black spider crawled along my desk and then i had lost site of it for awhile. i saw it run under this little table holding my printer, so i remove the printer and tip over the table. i grab the clorox bleach spray and hose it down cause this fucker was huge then it ran across the carpet and i kept spraying it not realizing i was bleaching little spots on my carpet. then i grabbed a binder and threw it down trying to makes its death not too painful. so now theres a table on the floor , bleached spots on the carpet, and i ruined a binder. but now i can sleep worry-free |
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[Aug. 27th, 2004|01:31 am] |
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i am so fucking hungry, my stomach hurts. i got home an hour ago from seans and i am still up and i dont know why cause i need to wake up tomorrow. i just wrote an extremely long letter to my sister and she is making me scard to go to college because she calls me everyday telling me how unhappy she is. but then again maybe it is just who she is. i have talked to her everyday and i cant stand to hear her cry anymore, its just too sad. and i do miss her a lot, it just hasnt hit me yet. i had japanese tonight, that class is going to require a lot of studying but for some reason i am just really looking forward to it. i just hope i can do it because would be so cool to be able to speak japanese. oh fuck would it be tight. tomorrow will be good cause i have horse back riding and the jack johnson, i am excited for that. but i am thinking of leasing a horse so that will be awesome, they are too expensive and i cant buy one so leasing is the best i can do! and i hope it works out cause that would make me so happy. and yus jack johnson will be fun. it seems like awhile ago a lot of people were going, but now who the fuck is going? and tamiscal started and its going fine as usual but the good people arent there anymore. well one kid who was cool is on a trip around the world, so basically he isnt there cause he wont be back for about a year. and so now its just kinda weird, a lot of people i dont know anymore. today i went to lunch with lauren, jew, and monica which was fun. we got a free burrito so i ate it. tonight i had a short period of time with allison, alex, and ryan. it was fun and i saw a great picture of lions having some wild sex, looks fun. this weekend should be good, i hope nothing gets fucked up with my trust. :) im in a good but weird mood :D good night |
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[Aug. 25th, 2004|10:12 pm] |
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i dont have to wake up tomorrow
and i got a lock on my door
:D |
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[Aug. 21st, 2004|01:11 am] |
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this morning when i was sitting at my kitchen table about to go to school, i see a middle aged woman walk bye with her dog and then i hear her yell to another man walking his dog: my dog's poop is bigger than your dog's poop
sam allen is trying to have buttsekz with weird people, she's not that cool. |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2004|12:54 pm] |
yesterday was a good day:
i hung out with lauren and nicky and it was good to see lauren :)
we went on a candy rage and had fun
then later we had some good conversations in the parked car outside mikies
and later some more on the stairs at karey's. we got into some physical fights with
kyle whilst laughing so hard our stomachs hurt. kyle got mad and left but i think
nicky, lauren, and i had a good time. i love those two girls <3 |
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[Aug. 1st, 2004|04:31 pm] |
im bored and i miss sean and molly
...and im excited to see courtney |
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